Promiscuous Girl......

Does he want me, does he love me
He tells me all I want to hear
are you for real, am I what you dream
Kiss me hard, mmm your lips
Ive never felt like this
You said you loved fucking me..
Promiscuous Girl....
Here is another , are you the same
He tells me all I want to hear
are you for real, am I so sweet
No ones ever touch me like that
You said my pussy was sweet...
Promiscuous Girl....
Wow, you are different(maybe the same)
He told me I was special in every way
are you for real , am I so awesome
Ive never done it here before, is it OK
You said my pussy was special in every way
Promiscuous Girl.....
Please God, make him be something else
He told me I was the best he had ever met
are you for real, am I so rounded and together
Ive never experienced anything like that before
You said my pussy was well rounded and together
Promiscuous Girl....
Hey honey you are really fine, what's good....
Ive always wanted to do you...
mmmmm Fuck me harder
suck me all over...
Your dick is good baby see you later...
Promiscuous Girl....

Lie...

If you continue to live your lie
the moment will come you will die
St. Peter will be waiting at the pearly gate
to let you past to meet your fate
whether to stay or to go
your afraid that everyone will know
about your lie, go on we wont tell
just continue to walk for a small spell
while they review your life and play it on the screen
your stomach starts toss and your face turns green
Guess whos up next.... Step up lets see...
Who will be the next to be set free
from all of the earthly sins commited
how bad were you, your life is repeated
Shame on you ... Have you repented lets view
I don think so, Sorry to say you were not true
You lived a Lie and I am sorry to say
Everyone here who knew you is aware and dont want you to stay
It is time for you to go to the fire,
I pay you Adieu for now it is time to retire
you should of known better to live a Lie...
you should of known you would die..

Little boy, Little boy...

A young boy came and held my hand
He wanted me to listen and take a stand
he cried about the darkness and innocense lost
How his life had changed and at what cost
He went on to tell me how he began to enjoy
Darkness had consumed him ,it had commenced to destroy
He began to feed on the meek and forsaken
just like his soul and innocense was taken.
Little boy, Little boy... so scarred and confused
so little you understand about those you abused
Your heart was torn and life in dismay
Did you feel that others should of had to pay
Little boy, Little boy... I am here
to give you a shoulder and dry your tear
lets push forward and begin to live
Life is long and I have learned to forgive.

Why didnt you love me?

You broke my heart, knowing you didnt love me...
All the kisses and warm thoughts all the empty hugs that never found landing.
My heart swelled with fantasies of adoration... A dim reality of a one way love
affair...Why be so selfish and not let me go...Let another tantalize my heart and warm my soul.
My entire life I waited for my love to show... To rescue my heart from solitude.
An unexpected trickster, a jester at court... Have I missed that chance of finding true
love. Comfort and lust has dressed in loves clothing and taken my spirit on a whirlwind
of deceit...

Life and Love...

Life and love is always a good topic of discussion. They both are anything but perfect.
We all go to bed at night and pray that as we wake from our long or short slumber that miraculously our lives will be just that... Perfect. Or when we are in search for that someone that we can meet that "Perfect" one.. So much alike in so many ways life and love they can both bring us to our highest and lowest without a thought. Imperfection is in some way a spice to life and love, without it both would be bland in every way. Of course we love the highs but the highs and lows go hand and hand. Love and to be loved in that perfect way is probably the most important thing in may peoples lives but what is "Perfect"... What is perfection to some is flaw for others, so I ask maybe it is not perfection in love people look for but "The One"... That "One " person who fills that perfect image of what perfect love means. Finding that person and then getting it right for oneself that is a whole other issue... No different for life. Life is only as perfect as one allows.. I say that because people tend to see others and base there lives through those eyes. We never know what takes place behind other peoples closed doors. We are able to change our lives and loves even with what we have already. We just need to communicate the need for these changes and act. So we can reach our ideal of Perfection. Life and love are so misunderstood but interesting in every way...

Am I so Ridiculous.....

Am I so ridiculous when I want to spend some time
I would worship you and is that such a crime
Am I asking for to much for a little attention
Just for your touch and small conversation

Am I so ridiculous to want to stare
into your eyes while you give me a glare
I love your your company and the time we spend
but you don't like to, where is my friend

Am I so ridiculous to want to share
the way we use to you were able to bare
you could handle being in my presence sharing a smile
Now you sit far away feels like a mile..

Why is it that you find me so ridiculous I ask
Why do you treat me like such a task
So I sit alone wondering and typing continuous
Am I really so Ridiculous

Commitment.

I went to the the shop today to find the perfect card for the people that mean the world to me besides my husband and children. They have been together 28 years today. I searched and searched and could not find anything that can describe there relationship the way I see it(third party). All I can find were cards that exclaimed praise for a long marriage and funny joke cards that really didn't speak in detail about what I really wanted to say. As a third party eye witness to the time that these two individuals have shared together,really can not be put into words on a hallmark. It is not like they went to a church in front of God and the world and recited vows about there union or went to a justice of the peace and got paperwork stating that they are a legal couple. They met just like any other couple and remained a couple. Of course in 28 years it is not that easy as written "remaining a couple" takes hard work. A lot of blood, sweat and tears goes into putting together a relationship that can last that amount of time. A true commitment. A commitment that can break through different boundaries and survive obstacles that many hoped wouldn't. I wish them this evening and every evening of there glorious lives together that they remain that way. When I mean that way. I don't want them to change anyway that they are but to continue appreciating each other the way they do. To continue waking up at the same time in the morning and taking that first morning stretch knowing in the back of your mind as you take in that morning breath that that persons smell is lingering on you because they are still laying on the other side. Taking that sip of coffee the same way because the other is joining you.
Taking that glance at the cell phone to see the time or is it because you are hoping that at that moment the phone would ring and you could hear that sound that motivates the second part of the day. Don't stop committing to each other that feeling, those actions, the thoughts that have brought you to this point in your lives together. Congratulations to you and all those who are doing it.
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